I haven't posted in ages...
Probably because my blog has been down for quite some time....
What? I was
lazy busy...
Anyways... lots to catch up on...
Or maybe not so much....
Not-so-new LayoutOkay... so... why this layout again?
Because I missed the blue, end of story.
Hatred UltimatumSSSSSSSCCCCCCCCCCRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I guess 2008 isn't going off to a good start for me. At least virtual-wise.
I just found out that Gizel Godwin (Suikoden V) is going to die. I watched the cut scene in advance. (Haha, I'm such a cheater!). It's so frustrating. I mean... I don't like him to a point of fangirlism (haha, funny word) but I do have a certain attachment to his character. The I-have-a-massive-stick-so-far-up-my-a**-I-can't-walk-properly-and-whatever-happens-I'll-die-smiling-so-I-can-trouble-you-sanity-for-life type of guy has always been interesting to me. Yosh! You really should cry for him Lym! Damn Straight! I'm convinced it was him she was crying for him and nothing and noone can convince me otherwise. hmph.
Also, Vampire Knight is going to be an Anime soon. GRRRRRRRRRRRR!! Do you know how much this aggravates me?! I won't back Matsuri-sensei because, after all, I do read the scans for free (it's still legal!) and a person has got to make a living, too... but still... urgh... Making the manga into an anime will only trigger the birth of VKn00bs. yes, that is what they will be called from this day forth. And sometimes even none n00bs will be called n00bs by the real VKn00bs. URGH. Aggravation is coursing through my veins right now. I decide to make this statement. Make this statement so noone can ever call me a VKn00b. Make this statement before VK becomes subbed Anime:
I, Karla V., solemny swear this January 1st at 2:00 am, that I have read the Manga, Vampire Knight by Hino Matsuri, way before it was made Anime so you have no right to call me a bandwagon-jumper. In fact, I have read it so far back that I had to read the raw version of Chapter 5 (or is it 6...or 4?) because I couldn't wait. Because of this, I assure you, good people, that I do know the story, and I know it well. I don't just ogle at a panel where my favorite bishie is (or maybe sometimes... but I DO move on to the story). I don't just screech and fangirl at the sight of a cute guy and don't actually read the manga. I do take time to appreciate Matsuri-sensei's other works like WANTED and Marchen Prince so you can't say I like her works for nothing. I promise to never, EVER convert to be being a VKn00b. And I will do anything in my power to lessen VKn00bs (or at least convert them to non-n00bs). This, I promise to uphold... so help me Manga veterans.
~Karla V.
C.A.T. FinaleYep... you read right. I'm done with CAT (YOSH!)
Now I just need them CAT people to fill up the respective papers...
As soon as I figure thems forms out...
I'm sure the others will fill me in with the right information.
It's good to be done before January...
No more troubles, ne?
Holiday? What Holiday? Yepz, here we go again. Before you read the rest I will say this: I am NOT heretic. I repeat, I am
NOT heretic. I do, in fact, believe in God. And I do, in fact love Him for all that He has given me. I'm just not so sure about Jesus Christ. What?
At least I'm being honest. My faith may be different but at least I have integrity in it. Unlike
SOME people who recite empty prayers and do hypocrtic acts. Okay, maybe I do those too SOMETIMES. But surely not as often as those seemly follow the
proper faith.
Anyways, Christmas was... bah...
I haven't celebrated Christmas in, what?, 2 years? Don't go lecturing me about good will and faith and nativity (if that's what it's called). It's just that I don't feel the ever-so-famous 'Spirit of Christmas'. I guess I never really grew up to the culture ... or maybe it's the damn carolers' fault. Caroling was invented for charity. It was started so churches could raise funds for orphanages and such. Now it's just a type of 'formal' begging of children so they can have money to buy pellet guns. Urgh. And they're so curious as of why we don't entertain them (Take a hint, mof0s!)
Anyways, back to the culture. Well, yes... my whole family doesn't celebrate christmas the conventional way either. We don't eat 'Noche Buena' we don't go to 'Simbang Gabi' we don't even hang Christmas decors. (Honestly, I think our neighbors think we're Jewish or something). It's just not the way we were raised. A good solemn day of remembering things in life is Christmas enough, I guess. We never see the point of Noche Buena because the people would still be full from dinner. We don't do Simbang Gabi because, we don't go to mass at all (we inherited it from my grandfather, I think. My mom said he would go to mass to relieve some anger or anguish but after the mass he'd only be more furious or something. ) And we don't hang Christmas decors because... well, what's the point?
All I'm saying is, does it really matter if you folloow all the traditional ways of christmas? Is it bad to have your own way of clebrating the day? Is it bad to not celebrate the day at all? Even if one has such different traditions, isn't it more important that one has faith and integrity in the customs he follows; rather than those who do follow the traditionalways but have empty intentions?
I'm just saying...
Anyways, New Year isn't any different. We don't use fireworks. We let them neighbors use those bulks of accidents waiting to to happen. It's all noisy outside, but we're just here, playing computer, some sleeping. It's not like we don't celebrate New Year at all. I mean we had a more-than-average dinner. And I did wait it out until January 1. Feh.
Still, no matter what changes there may be in the future, you won't catch me lighting those one way tickets to the emergency room they call fireworks.
Labels: Halt-the psycho rambles, Update
